Love/Hate

Gee it is funny how I was talking about a situation with you and you gonna turn around and mention something that doesn't pertain to what we were talking about at all. What kind of idiot are you, then again I forgot your brain power is not as strong as mine! You are stuck on events that don't make any sense and irrelevant to the conversation that I wanted to have. I guess there are not people that want to have good intellegent conversations anymore, if there are any...where are those people at when I really need them!

To the guy "T" that I ran into the other day on the train you were giving me the shish with your fingers when I said your name who do you think you are with you stupid ass! I know in my heart under your hat you were fucking bald headed! I think that you are a joke and I always did! It was obvious when I said your name the way that I did that I was happy to see your stupid ass! Oh, I can play phony also, just like you! I hope the girl that you were with, didn't think that I was trying to pick you up because the same along time ago, I could care less, and as I said before, I was surprised that you spoke. The people from your class was shady and you still are!

You're stressing me all the way the fuck out from the damn jail cell and it is ridiculous and to be honest, I can't believe it. What kind of man are you turning into...I do so much for you and I care for you so much! I always loved you but your not going to make my hair fall the fuck out like it did before. I came to far without you! And I definitely can do bad all by myself. You need to make a decision on what you are going to do when you do come home because it is not going to involve me!

When you once offered me an apartment, if I had a job, I thought that was too much to take from you considering my limited knowledge of you. So, I didn't want to take advantage of your overly generous offer. Now, we just talk online, and nothing physical has ever come of it. I'll be moving north in a month, to try a chart a new course. I'm sorry we didn't get together down here. Then maybe I'd have something to stay for.--Autumnbug

I am noticing you telling me about your money situation and such and it doesn't make any sense that you make good enough money and you don't do shit! What is up with not standing by your word and looking out for me like you say that you are! The people that you told me who didn't get a raise yeah they did! Then you're gonna lie to me about some other bullshit. The whole thing just doesn't make any sense to me. I am so ready to get the fuck out! Anyone have an idea of when the economy is going to get better?

The first time we broke up I wrote a very needless to say, bitter I hate you piece. You never read it or I assume that you didn't seeing as we got back together for a few weeks and you never mentioned anything. I was strange yet exciting, seeing you and knowing that any moment you could find out, somehow, and refuse me again. Now that I understand that our relationship just can't work out, now that I've accepted this situation for what it is, I can't be angry. Like I said during one of those moments when we were together, when time seem to stand still, I understand you and I understand that you're just not ready. I wish I weren't ready either, but I've moved on from the endless search. I'm not actually trying hard to hate you, it's beyond simple love and hate. I do hope you read this but, well you probably won't.

I want to spend all my mornings waking up in your room. I'll cherish whatever you make for breakfast and know when to stay out of your way and when to help. I'll wash the dishes even though you have a dishwasher. I won't touch the laundry especially if there's blood on something. I'll be 100% gracious and respectful to your wonderful family, and be humble at all times. I'll run circles with you around the city, and spin you around the room the minute we get home from work. I'll take care of freddie mercury while you're away, and kiss your papercuts and your forehead every day. i'll hide notes in your peacoats and surprise you with flower petals. i'll take a bullet for you if we get mugged, and watch the 'burbs every night for the rest of forever. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. and most importantly, i'm going to brazenly hold your hand wherever we go. xo

Here I am, thinking of someone, and you bring up that. I think you're all serving me scrambled eggs. Don't worry, I have my head on straight and true...and I know who gets what and what's for who. You, my dear, belong to her...but you're not talking to me anyway, are you? You should always stick with your best friends, and put them before the girl. The girl you put first is the one. Don't make that mistake with me. You didn't though, did you?

I think that even though your birthday was Friday we need to redo that so that we can really explore our other sides and see what is really good. I think that you are so nice, smooth, smart and very protective but you can't be everywhere at one time, and you aren't a superhero so...try to be there for me...I can see us in the future together. Having a good time and just relax...remember we can't be together if you aren't around....your good but let us be bad together..

You stupid bitch...you sit up there and move this guy into your house and you still can't pay your fucking rent, you stupid ass wanna-be! I thought you had more sense than that! It is amazing when some people meet someone they forget all about the person or persons that helped them from the fucking beginning. Who do you think that you are? You know what I would definitely love is for you to stay away from me, don't call my cell phone or nothing. Don't even go on my facebook and leave a message because I don't want to hear the bullshit. If you wanted to kill yourself like you told me...you would of done it...talk is cheap...

To the man on the train with the majestically dyed rat, I will offer you a whopping total of $17.00 to adopt your chivalrous and lustrous buddy. That burnished pea-green rodent with whom you frolic must belong to me!!! Please contact me or surely I will whither from absence of that prodigious rat whom I have christened "Spiffy."

I love you so much. the way you fuck me, sliding that dick in me making me wanna bounce all this wet on it all day. tearing me up making a bitch scream. i love how you take care of me making sure i get to work and there to fight with and feel bad your the best baby i love you i want to be the mother of your kids and the wife you so deserve xoxoxoxxxox.

There is a technician at Sony who is really quite phony..a disgrace to all mankind. No one can stand his raggedy behind a toy soldier in disguise. Too stupid to realize the plan for his demise. Just an imbecile-too moronic to discover. We're about to blow his cover..."My Mommy and Daddy are dead" One of the many lies told by a douche totally fucked in the head. He's viewed as the village idiot. Everyone knows he aint shit. The world also knows him as a world class liar. His situation is about to be dire. He's also got a limp dick-you truly make everyone sick.

When we first met it was only business, strictly cash for fun. But now I keep coming back to you like you're the only one. You only charged me 30 but the service was great. Now I feel so close to you I don't wear a rubber when we mate. I let you try a strap on though I was skeptical at first. I'll admit it was painful in the beginning, but now the thought of you not using it hurts worse. I know you will change for me and stop being a dope fiend. Because I see the love in your eyes when you eat my ass with whipped cream.

I can't wait until the summer begins so I don't have to see you dumb ass school kids on the train. You can look stupid and stand on the corner all day and get caught up in some dumb shit for all I care...least I don't have to deal with yall getting on the train looking like zombies and not knowing what train to get on.

Why do ex-boyfriends feel like they can come back into your life after they have fucked you over. I know that sometimes I am confused but I still remain smart with knowing who I truly love and belong with. At this moment my current boyfriend is not that wealthy but he has a good heart and takes care of my needs.  I love him so but you keep coming around! Do me a favor and just stay away so that I can have a somewhat good life with my current boyfriend.

Hey G, you have to be the biggest fuckin phony on this planet. You act like you're so above what goes on at that crummy fuckin job of yours yet you engage in the same fucking activities. Remember when I worked there and we'd sneak away to fuck on other floors? Remember you blowing me in abandoned office spaces? Yet you look down on the very people you have lunch with every Friday like you're too good, if they only knew how you felt about them. You call your officemate a lesbo just because she enjoys your company. You try to act like you're accepting of all people, but I know the truth: you're just as racist as your backwards-ass family. That's why I'm happy I cheated on your dumb ass multiple times, dumb fuckin bitch. Make sure you tell your little new boyfriend how you used to suck cock while you were still married, in fact you may still be married. That was a great fucking act when I moved out, like you were upset, bitch I knew you already had a replacement, that's why I stuck your dumb ass with that car. News flash: I was gonna leave your stupid ass anyways, that's why I wasn't upset. Enjoy trying to pay it bitch!

It's so hard for me to think that for months you were looking me in the eye and saying I love you. You make me sick, you are nothing but a self-rightgeous, money hungry, no sex drivin' bitch! For years of marriage, I thought everything would be alright and work itself out, well, you worked it out. Me out of the house! I hope your pussy turns to rot. I hope your uterus turns to sand and falls the fuck out. I hope your HepC is transferred to every single man you bang and they all hate you as well. You are a self centerd cunt. Go rot in Hell. You and all the women in your family are simply cheaters. A whole family of cheating bitches. You fuckin tell me to my face that you love me and at the same time you're seeing s techasshole from your job? Our two childeren will love this bedtime story, once they are old enough to hear it.

Did you know that I think about you all the time...I can't stop thinking about the way that you touch me and the way that you do my body...I am just melting with all types of desires wanting to see you again and wanting to have you inside of me. I love the way that you do me! You are just my man and I can't wait until we are one union!

Obviously this is in another city...I am putting this in your paper...To the assholes that use their shitty chairs, recycling bins, and other inanimate objects as trophies for clearing out a parking spot that you once occupied: Congratulations on not having a heart attack after shoveling snow for 20 minutes, but seriously, I don’t give a fuck. Chances are if someone takes your space, they have also shoveled out a spot that you may have in exchange. The worst part is, after the snow starts to melt and most people have dug out their cars, there is a plethora of shit in the street to claim territory. Well guess what…it’s still not your property. I can still move your miscellaneous shit and park my car. Your legend is dead to me.
Oh, and a special thanks to the fucker from down the street, who puts his garbage can with his address spray painted on it in front of my house. I’ll remember that.

When you came into the restaurant you ordered and then you said you wanted something else on the side...I said to myself...is he fucking serious. I don't want what you want...you are digusting. If you want to go down on someone who the fuck has time to talk about it...just fucking do it and be the fuck done...just as long as you know you will never touch this or eat this!

I really can't describe what you do to me...you really make me sick...I hate your using ass so fucking much..but I will be the first to admit that I will need you only to watch our child. Other than that you can take your dick and everything else and give it to someone else. I really don't want you anymore. The attraction is not even there...do me a favor and go to hell!

I keep running into you in West Philly, although we met @ the Plazza a few years back, where you used to work. Saw you today with my friend who just so happened to be a male. I was asking you what was up with you and you said you're done on the bouncing scene and that you're back in school. You wished me well and went off toward eastbound stops. I know it seem like I had my hands "full" but I wanted to continue to talk about life. There is just something about you. I would love to just be your friend. You just see so sweet. Shawn/Sean, I hope I run into you again, soon, at five-two or five-six.  Always the chick with the red hair & freckles.

Why would you take a job somewhere and you really don't fit the criteria...you aren't friendly at all. You walk the fuck by like you are better than other. I got a news flash for you sister...you are fucking nothing to me. If I could get away with it. I would slap the shit out of you and just stand there and laugh at your reaction like I can't believe that she just slapped the shit out of me! Yeah...but that is is just wishful thinking. Get over yourself honey...I think you are a joke.

Are you worth anything..do you know your worth...you keep asking me the same question over and over again...and then I try to respond the best way I know how...but I finally realzed that you and I are going through the same nonsense...I don't want to go through this shit...I think you do...maybe we can sit down and talk to each other and come to some type of understanding...we need each other and we have to hang in there...

Nobody has a sense of etiquette how you gonna say that you are coming to stay the weekend and then you don't call or nothing or show the fuck up...that is just bloody rude and nobody is going  to wanna deal with your dumb ass in June when it get hot.

I am at my wits end with you. I am glad that I said what I said to you the other day...I wish that it would of been face to face though...you are the only one that I truly loved but now it is like who gives a flying fuck if you are around or not. I know that you want me to be away from you because you say I am boring no I am not! You are just a loser and can't appreciate when you have something good. You can just kiss my ass!

Some things that you do really make me so extra excited that I am your girl. I love how you hold me and tell me that things are going to be alright. I love the fact that through our whole relationship you never changed on me and never raised your voice to me. I love how we get along...I miss you touching my skin and looking deeply into my eyes...I take and have taken alot from you...I am still lonely for you...let's see where this goes...call me!

because of your laziness and your dumbness...I hate you because your a fucking loser..you make me sick...I hate the fucking ground you walk on...you are really nothing to me. Did you ever meet someone and they just didn't seem like you were the one that you thought they were...well this is just one of them cases...I hate everything about you...I wish all bad things to happen to you...you just don't even know...you can take your love and stick it up your fucking ass because I don't fucking need it.