Love/Hate

Just as I prepared to write this Real Love by one of your favorite R&B singers came on and you walked towards me. Great timing. I honestly don't know how you got here but I'm happy you are. I remember the day we met...I was pissed from some work related issue and there you were holding the door for me with this huge grin that made me light up inside. I started not to call you. Little did I know you were here to take my worries away. I swear you are absolutely awesome. You know I find you irresitible even though we haven't had sex yet. I want to but I gotta know you're in it for the long run. I've been sexies for around 9 months now which is hard in the beginning like going cold turkey. I'm so sure that when we finally do get to release the inner freaks its gonna be befuckingnanas! Do you know how many times a day I think about sex? Alot. That's why you catch me giggling thinking about how perveted I just made your construction project. Listen Sol....you are like the missing piece to my puzzle. You make all the craziness of the outside world appear only as a blur. All the qualities I like in a man I find them in you. You're like the Yin to my Yang. Dam I really like you a lot. I might love you.